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Monday, April 30, 2007
ehto... it's been ages since i last blogged that i can't even rmb my own account username, password or even how it looks like anymore. all i know is that i've been thinking a lot. funny how shows can really get into you and make u start thinking. it's all these nitty gritty stuff that make u go all weird.
i've been thinking a lot abt her, them and my stubborness. is it my stubborn streak that refuses to let go all those knots in me? or is it that i'm too slow in realizing what i truly seek? so much so, i've lost many things i treasure in my life. i always wondered why people can make up so fast and how do they go on with one another? are situations all awkward and how do they go back to be the same as before?
deep inside, i realize now. i've always treated them as my good friends. best friends. tomodachi desu. no matter how it looks on the outside, inside, i still want to know about them, know if they alright or not. it's just my pride, ego and stubborness that refuses to let go. it's so crappy.
and btw, crap comes from the meaning poo, shit etc. learned that from foundation unit. my law units are on the downhill. makes me think more again. why do i not know how to go for things i truly seek but let my pride and ego do things i don't enjoy? the arts blood is and will always flow in me no matter what. roxanne learned to go after the things she really like. she has given up and gone after the life she wanted. all of them did. all except me. is it really because i'm just too old-fashioned? i don't know.
♥ occasionally sane but mostly weird 10:40 pm.
Prelude
Annsley's words.
She tried to fall in love but failed.
She learned everything the hard way.
To be on top, you must sacrifice.
She's alone.
Putting distance between people and herself.
She's losing everyone.
Hell of a complicated girl.
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