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twinny's leaving...
Sunday, January 01, 2006
i know it has been aeeons since i have last blogged but all of a sudden, i felt like blogging a millisecond ago. i know that i have found another so-called blog or rather, another diary in the form of a notebook. that, it is reserved for my eyes only. there; i can pen down my innermost thoughts and feelings without the person in question reading it or asking me about it. so now one can see why it's not questionable as to why i'm reluctant to blog. i have got a million and one questions that i want to ask, things i want to know but i can't voice it out. anyhow, it is all over. the New Year has come and the day marking this New Year is almost gone. i haven't really celebrated the New Year but there was a party today. it is coincidental that Caleb's post-birthday party should fall on the same day as the New Year. he is a 30 December baby.
speaking of which, today marks the day before twinny leaves for australia. i'm really going to miss her. loads. since i have known her, i've come to rely on her for my mental happiness. it seems odd that my secondary friends aren't as close as i've become with her despite knowing her for such a short time. i confess, we haven't been as close as we had a month ago. it was not her fault but mine. i was feeling very anti-social then and i did not want to talk to anyone in particular. all i wanted to do was to clam up and i still do. except with a few people. oh well. i don't think i'd miss my secondary friends as much as i would miss her. maybe except xanne. lol. and to think i thought i'd miss my secondary friends a lot. i have had a new relevance. the only few people i have really missed a whole lot from school are xanne, mrs G, mr chan and...... i can't think of anyone else. otherwise, i'd also miss mon and yea. who else? i can't think of anymore names.
incidentally, my mood is reflected in the song i'm listening to. i'm listening to No Secrets: I'll Remember You. it reflects what i feel now that twinny is leaving. also that in a month's time, it'd be my turn. i'd definitely remember my friends here. but that is not all. just today alone, i felt and realized more things than i've ever had in a few days. it is a lot to mention here but it shall be kept in my heart for always. i have no doubt that i'd love these people forever and i pray that they would too.. shucks. i feel like crying all over again.
♥ occasionally sane but mostly weird 9:56 pm.
Prelude
Annsley's words.
She tried to fall in love but failed.
She learned everything the hard way.
To be on top, you must sacrifice.
She's alone.
Putting distance between people and herself.
She's losing everyone.
Hell of a complicated girl.
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