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Friday, January 20, 2006
blogging for the first time in ages. and it's chinese class. the first time in the com lab but it's freaking cold at that. everyone's eating in the lab, courtesy of joann's biscuits and some of the raspberry chocs. hahaha. a group of us are going to watch Memoirs of a Geisha later. hopefully we can get out of the CNY lantern-making or persuade eng chuan to make less lanterns. i think he's about the only one that knows how to make a remotely decent and sell-able lantern. but come on, who on earth is going to buy those lanterns anyway? it ain't as if this was Lantern Festival instead. besides, who in the right mind would pay a dollar just to guess the number of mandarin oranges the school collected? lol. it's more dumb than gambling 'cause this time, the numbers are going to be extremely difficult to guess unless one bribes the person in charge of counting the number of oranges.
Grace has the fever and Melissa's not going. think Jo, Xy, Peiyu, Liping and the others are going. not so sure of the numbers yet. hmmm.. yet another first time. it's gonna be the first time i'm going to watch a movie at Causeway Point. so far, i've only been to Causeway Point for 2 times in my entire life prior to entry to Innova. the first time being on Valentine's Day when cammie, jon and i were there to poke fun at ricky. the second time being the occasion when xanne and i went there with no thanks to the idiot who told us of a supposedly "skate" shop when it turned out to be only XCraft which has only branches all over Singapore. lol. i need to buy some more shirts. otherwise i'm practically living in those 3 shirts in which one has a hole in the sleeve already.
it's only a week to CNY and a week plus a few days before aussie. time flies so fast and i haven't even packed yet. my room's a mess and mumsie's being a grouch. thanks to daddy, mumsie's broke. dots. a woman should retain her independence too. reliance on a man to pay your bills is never good. people change with time and situations often have the predictability of a tsunami attack. having some savings is never a bad thing and i wish that men would be more fair to their counterparts like daddy for instance. i wish that he'd treat mumsie better.
partly for selfish reasons, but it's for mumsie and my good. mumsie would feel happier about her prediacarment and not feel so resentful about daddy's flaws. in a way, this would lessen the burden she unconsciously puts on my back when she has no one to pour out her woes. moreover, i'd have to feel the financial pressure and the need to conserve which serves no purpose considering the way daddy and mumsie spend their money. frivoulously and extravagantly are the words that pop up in my mind. it feels so.......wasteful.
anyhow, josh( not my bro) is going to melacca. we've made up from our petty fight and it feels pretty good to be on speaking terms again. we talked for the entire night till 3+ in the early morning. hahaha. he couldn't wake up and was wondering how i woke up religiously at 5am. hey, i've got to go to school okay!!! he doesn't have to, lucky dude. however, he's going back to brisbane on the 27th of feb. SO SADDDDDDDD!!! i'm in perth and he in brisbane. the distance apart is the equivalent of the distance from singapore to perth. much as i'd hate to admit it, i'm gonna miss him. miss him in brisbane and friends in singapore. only twinny is going to be in perth. still, i hate to leave Innova cause of the people here. lectures, tutorials and homework are a bore and dreary for me to go through everyday. yet, the ccas and people more than make up for these. hmmmm.. how i wish i can skip all the lectures etc but just go for ccas. goodness.
don't be surprised at my next entry. i've got to blog in chinese. shucks. i've got to do it now.
♥ occasionally sane but mostly weird 9:54 am.
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Annsley's words.
She tried to fall in love but failed.
She learned everything the hard way.
To be on top, you must sacrifice.
She's alone.
Putting distance between people and herself.
She's losing everyone.
Hell of a complicated girl.
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