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Tuesday, December 27, 2005
today was a rotten day. a truly rotten day. it almost makes me wish that today never happened. to start off with, another half a kilo was gained after i woke up. but that is besides the point. i quarelled with ally and spent the afternoon cooking. cooking for marcus. lol. i made cornflakes coated chicken today and honeyed cucumber slices today. it was nice but he kept insisting it sucked just to irritate me. aunty said it was nicer than jenny's but that's also besides the point.
i was plain mean to him. to tell the truth, it was more than that. i was very mean. some part in me knew that but i just couldn't break out of the vicious cycle of being mean to him. no matter how i try, at the end of the day, it never works. i'm tired of feeling guilty after everytime i'm mean to him probably just like how tired he is of hearing my apologies everytime. to give him due credit, he was quite nice i suppose. he finished all the excess honey i accidentally poured out though it's probably going to give him diabetes. okay. maybe it wouldn't. the excess honey just became honey water but it was an extremely big cup.
i feel bad. i apologised already but i still feel bad. very bad. i was sarcastic and i ignored him for quite a bit. but but but... but he started with the sarcastic jibes first! okay. on the scale of one to ten, his meaness score a 2 but mine score an... 8.5? lol. mine still surpasses his and it does not cover the fact that i felt a sudden longing to consult mumsie. mumsie and jenny confirmed among themselves that i'm a terrible friend. well. it is only true if applied to marcus. i'm not that short of patience with others but not well...just him. argh.
i want to get that margarita's job but oh well. i need to pass that with daddy first. it's gonna be a tough ordeal so wish me luck though by the time i'm done, someone would have settled in the job already. moreover, there's nothing i can do to shorten the time or the journey to go to my new school for a month. and good heavens. jovan is shorter than me.
nonetheless, i've made up with ally already. that's the only good thing that happened in the end.
♥ occasionally sane but mostly weird 7:04 pm.
Prelude
Annsley's words.
She tried to fall in love but failed.
She learned everything the hard way.
To be on top, you must sacrifice.
She's alone.
Putting distance between people and herself.
She's losing everyone.
Hell of a complicated girl.
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