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Wednesday, December 21, 2005
my high hopes went crashing down the drain after i got back. it was only just this morning when i got off the plane, bouncing with raw adrenaline; wanting to dash back home. the feeling of home never fails to barricade me the momemt the aeroplane touch down. the feelings range from finally-i'm-home or i-can't-wait! to get home. in case no one understands, the former is the negative and the latter is the positive. still, in any case, i'm always glad to be home. however, good things never last. my emotions went spiralling down faster like a rocket gone haywire than anything else. i got posted to some junior college i don't even know how to get to. moreover, the only inkling about Innova Junior College is that the nearest train station is in WOODLANDS!!! anyone can tell you that is damn far!!!!!!!! goodness. i don't know whether to happy or sad. is it a good thing to be posted to one of your end choices or is it better than letting the dumb government post you as and where they like? hmmm.. it is no better if you asked me.
but the worst was yet to come. I'M A BLIMP. I FUCKING GAINED 5KGs IN LESS THAN A FORTNIGHT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! this is so fucking unbelievable. how did i do that?! on the hongkong trip, i gained 1.5kg. now, after the brisbane/gold coast trip, i've put on an additional 3.5kg!!!!!!!!!!! in total i gained a gross sum of 5kgs in less than a fortnight. yuck. i feel like a blimp. no wonder i'm going out of shape. no wonder my dress size is increasing. good heavens. THIS IS A BLOODY NIGHTMARE!!! i want to lose weight not gain weight. ARGH! does anyone know how bloody difficult it is to lose 5kgs? well, for the record, all i can say is that OPERATION STARVATION is not good enough. good griefs. and i cannot curb my satiation for food. what am i to do?
it's no mean feat trying to accept that an additional kilo or two was gained during the hols. but 5 kilos in less than a fortnight? try it on anyone else and i'd bet they'd choke on the info when they try to swallow it. so there. as i am typing here, i can feel the band of my oh-so-loose shorts tightening its vice on my scarily humungous band of fats on my already-big-enough hips. i feel myself swelling, growing rounder and rounder. i'm soon to become the lifesize blueberry identical to Violet in Charlie and the Chocolate Factory. i'm freaking out totally. my festive mood smoked and disappeared in the wind.
oh yea. 2 more things i have just realized. i found out i gained 5 kilos more after i ended my "choc-cake" business and that there is a scrumptious Yuletide catered buffet on Christmas Eve. I'M A FUCKING INCORRIGIBLE BLIMP. SERIOUSLY, I CAN'T STAND MYSELF.
♥ occasionally sane but mostly weird 7:17 am.
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Annsley's words.
She tried to fall in love but failed.
She learned everything the hard way.
To be on top, you must sacrifice.
She's alone.
Putting distance between people and herself.
She's losing everyone.
Hell of a complicated girl.
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