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Tuesday, November 01, 2005
bloggiee.. u realise u are my current bestie? hahaha. if only there was a blogging job or something, i'd be first to apply in! even when i was showering just now, i was thinking about new things to write in the blog. but too many ideas, no chance to write them down. and i forgot some of those ideas when i was changing. still ideas keep flowing so i doubt there would be a lack of topics. hahaha.
hmm.. he doesn't get it. good or bad, i don't know? i feel overwhelmed. not only with ideas for future entrees but yea. feelings etc. hmmm.. i think it's part of the package. you know, the different types of reactions would the person in question have. afterall, i have been through.
i think it's also karma. like the thingy about retribution. it's all a vicious cycle. if you do this to someone else, another person would do the same thing to you one day. okay. update: he does know. right. i still love him as much as before. but i do not have any expectations by letting him know so it doesn't matter that much anymore. right. and the cycle goes round and round again. rahh!!! he's playing dumb.
still, he's smarter than he's giving himself credit for. i think he's smart. in fact, way smarter than yea. whatever. he gives hints that he knows then he gives hints that he doesn't. in any case, he's covering his tracks real well. i'm simply no match for that manipulation method. whatever.
life sucks. so does the cheng teng i'm choking myself with now. (splutters out) cheng teng is "clear soup" after translation. it's a sweet dessert soup, just in case you do not know. the bedok market cheng teng is seriously the best ever. anyway, mumsie tried making a new version of cheng teng that she learned from the cookshow on tv.
seriously, you can never trust cookshows. the food taste horrible after you try cooking it out at home. foods at studios are meant to look good. not taste good. besides, they put some starchy stuff to hold the food together. the lighting is so hot that the food would melt. it's inevitable. also, it makes the food look glossier and more appealing.
rahhh!! m called. irritating prick. can't stand him. shouted at him, dissed him, rebutted him, at the end of the day, argh! he just makes me irritated beyond belief. think i better go chill now. hrmph!!
♥ occasionally sane but mostly weird 8:53 pm.
Prelude
Annsley's words.
She tried to fall in love but failed.
She learned everything the hard way.
To be on top, you must sacrifice.
She's alone.
Putting distance between people and herself.
She's losing everyone.
Hell of a complicated girl.
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