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Friday, November 11, 2005
it's the weekends at last! TGIF; Thank God It's Friday! haha.. at least there's some time to blog in a lengthier entree. i think i have gotten quite fascinated with the quizs at quizilla. the princess-type quizs are especially nice if you asked for my opinion. haha.. but it is also linked to the fact that i liked the results of the quizs. not all, but well.. some are quite satisfactory but nevertheless, some are pure crap.
and yea! they even have quizs on prom dresses and wedding gowns!!! haha.. i suppose they simply appeal to the girlish side of me. anyhow, prom is nearing but i haven't have had the time to prepare for prom; choose a dress, shoes and accessories, book makeup cum hairstyling sessions, decide on transportation etc. gawd. it's sounds intimidating already. too overwhelming if you asked me. yx says she's not going to go to the prom though it means forfeiting the full amount which she paid. ahhh.. sighs. one bestie down that's not going to go. just when all of us are going, including ah gong.
what on earth am i going to do with all those preparations?! trust me, i seriously haven't got a clue and with the o levels examinations, i can assure you that i can't do anything about it either. even if i wanted to, the books would be glaring at me; waiting for me to open them and start studying, or the books would look at me; willing me to open them up and i'd feel all so guilty, or mumsie and daddy would have my head in the gallows first..
oh wells. all of a sudden, prom has lost its appeal to me.
is it a good or bad thing? i try asking myself that many a times but to no avail, i ain't getting any answer no matter how i squeeze my brain dry like the sponge with has lost all of the water soaked inside. it didn't help that my brain was helping me today either..
hmm.. another of the phrases that i'm going to use for the ehhh...one gazillionth time? HOW DUMB CAN I GET? to put it simply, i do not understand myself at all. when all the others, the normal people with average or higher than average or even the mega-high IQ people did their elementary mathematics paper 2 today, i think they knew that they were only supposed to do 1 Qn from section B when it's the Either/Or question.
yesss!!! only me! i didn't know. (groans) i did both and handed in both. it wasn't until we were dismissed and dajie was walking beside me when she asked me which question I chose for Section B. you can jolly well imagine my shock and surprise when she said that. my face then, is a good testimony of that, i can assure you! i went totally blank and was like HUH? Was there even a section where you choose to do only 1 question?!! boy, didn't i feel like a complete idiot there and then. (grimaces)
moreover, when i got home, i was trying to cram for my next paper which was english literature. would anyone be surprised if i said i have never read the book? so far so good. i managed to hang onto the raft of eng. lit without jumping off the cliff thus far. to be honest, i think i would much rather jump off the cliff than to read the book unless, of course, someone who paid me a billion bucks to read it. :) hehh..
i managed to get past the first few pages which was mostly the introduction before reaching the first page of the story, and i landed up in bed. SLEEPING. hmm.. probably it accounts for why i'm not doing well for eng. lit. or rather, it was because of our teacher? i can't be sure. it is probably an all-the-factors-are-interlinked kind of thing. unless i'm prepared to do another eng.lit essay again, i don't think i'd ever know which is the MOST IMPORTANT FACTOR that caused my dismal grade in eng.lit. it's like weighing the impact/influence each factor has which inevitably or not, contributed to the result.
♥ occasionally sane but mostly weird 7:23 pm.
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Annsley's words.
She tried to fall in love but failed.
She learned everything the hard way.
To be on top, you must sacrifice.
She's alone.
Putting distance between people and herself.
She's losing everyone.
Hell of a complicated girl.
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