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argh! fickle Part II
Tuesday, November 01, 2005
i can only thank my lucky starts i did not attempt to pen down yesterday's saga in the study room. it has changed today. AGAIN. see how fickle humans are? update people. no more Foundation. it's back to the debate between the VCE and the IB. personally, i prefer the IB. but hell.. it the costs thingy. all the shit about money-is-no-matter is utter bullocks. i repeat, UTTER BULLOCKS. and so is the crap about letting me make my own decisions.
hey, i am trying to think for my parents too okay. i am not some spoilt selfish brat that don't care about my parents' wallets. i have never insisted on studying at the most expensive or posh school in australia and neither would i ever want to do that. that is so not me.
but i simply can not stand the way they change their tunes. now it's as your parent, i would make the decision i think best. come on, i am sensible enough to know the theory about how parents want only the best for their children. but don't they care about how we feel too? everytime i try to talk about ib, they rebut me like the hot-headed bull butting its horns at the red-cloaked clown. it is irritating how contradictory their words are. i can never take their words for real and it puts me on unstable grounds you see. dunno what to expect, dunno what to do. i feel like a sitting duck!
i am afraid and i am not ashamed to admit that. i have to take the VCE within 1 year, skipping an entire year of basics. i can not pass the VCE only, i need to score really well. my wish is to enter Law School, you see. and for that, it must be above 91% to get that. even so, it does not gurantee me a place in Law School.
moreover, the IB program is more secure to me, considering that i am just weighing the pros and cons of IB vs VCE. IB covers VCE and it takes 2 years rather than 1, giving me more time to pick up what i have never studied. that way, i would be more secure with regards to obtaining a high score. but my parents' argument is this: at the end of the day, all you want is to go to Law School right? why waste 1 year? the IB diploma would be useless after you have taken your degree.
still, i can't agree with that saying. otherwise, why do employers even look at your resume and references to see what you scored during PSLE (Primary School Leaving Examinations) and GCE O levels? it has a lot of difference. lol. and if what they said was true, then why are they pushing me so hard to score well for my O levels? to show future employers that i did not go to australia just because i can't study here right? mann. what conflicting ideas they have.
at the end of the day, what can i do? i rebel i get nothing. my parents stand for no nonsense with their children. that mean it includes me of course. so Canning College it is. oh well. at least i made sure they would not change their minds again.
♥ occasionally sane but mostly weird 11:41 am.
Prelude
Annsley's words.
She tried to fall in love but failed.
She learned everything the hard way.
To be on top, you must sacrifice.
She's alone.
Putting distance between people and herself.
She's losing everyone.
Hell of a complicated girl.
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