quickie

Sunday, October 30, 2005

right. i'm going to try to do a quickie before i get back to my books. it's the eve of chinese o's! psssss...don't tell my mum and dad. i haven't really studied for it yet. and all those minimal stuff i've studied, i haven't got a clue which part of my brain it's located at yet. (shrugggs) and if it ain't anywhere in the premises, i wouldn't know either. =((

anyway, godpa and samuel flew off today. the whole family's migrating but only godpa and samuel would be there to stay. my beloved godma, sarah and spencer would be staying on in singapore to finish their education whilst missing their beloved hubby, father, son and bro. haha. i had fun at the airport today. didn't realise samuel really grew. (mentally that is) he's still so short. josh is the same age as him but so much taller. but sarah and spencer are soooo petite or nooo..minute! ally's so much taller than sarah though sarah is like errr....2years++ older than her. spencer's the same age as ally but oh welll....i think anyone can guess how much shorter he is huh, especially since he is younger than sarah. lol. both samuel and spencer are really good-looking. sighs. if only they were taller. hahahaha! joking...i'm not a paedophile. still, i can gurantee that they both would be Casonovas. watch out gurlies!!!

hahaha. we were all bumming around in the airport, talking and fooling around with godma+godpa's family, friends, church members 'cause they came to send them off as well. josh started teasing samuel abt the songs he listens and the teasing went on and on between samuel, josh and me. josh is sucha big mouth and story-teller. though sometimes it's just for jest. he started blurting out all samuel's secrets and affairs(though i dunno how true they are except the vulgar songs that godma don't allow him to listen to). but the playboy thing was sorta confirmed by samuel's expressions and actions. den he was talking abt all sorts of crap abt me when samuel and i decided to get back at him. hahaha. i love that godbrother of mine already. he's cute and really fun, not to mention easy to talk to! i don't believe that i didn't know that before! hahaha. he's a total sweet heart.

by the way, naruto has some soft porn pics!!! i can't believe it!!! josh was reading it and we dared him to show maman, which he did in the end. lol. she didn't say anything. and josh didn't have the balls to show daddy. but then again, daddy was talking to godpa's friend whose the some oh-so-important-person-regarding-australia-affairs. lol. i think the whole world know i'm off to australia soon. except some ppl i guess. namely my friends and teachers or wadnot. haven't really told them yet. only xanne, hubbs, and at most m. a just knew it today.

oops. maman came in and caught me red-handed. eeks. hope daddy don't come in and start lecturing me. oh wells. all of us wanted to eat at the airport afterwards but daddy didn't want to. I'm glad that he didn't. We went to the Three 8ighty next to Miss U Cafe. I luurve their fish & chips! it's so much nicer than the ones we had at Fish&Co.. and the price is really cheap! $3.80. and if u turn up in ur full school uniform, u'd get a free drink. good food and cheap prices, i don't wonder if we would be their regulars in no time. hahas.

and i saw the big hoo-haa on straits time about xiaxue blog. after reading the entire thing, i have to agree with her that this matter has been blown up to proportions. as i read her blog, she explained herself really well and i have no doubts that she meant no harm. she did not stereotype the disabled in the strictest sense of words, but i think the complainer mistook her. mann.. people should really start reading up. don't jump to conclusions. every word is important in a sentence to get the full meaning of it. eg. he would be here shortly. and he could be here shortly. there is so much difference in just 1 word!!! would shows that his presense is confirmed to due in a short whilst could shows that his presense is not confirmed to be due by when. and i think the keyword in her phrase is "rude". she referred to the "rude" disabled PERSON not the disableds in general. when would people start learning true english? i guess not. or at least there would be a minority that wouldn't. oh wells. que sara sara (what's mean to be will be). it's nature's call.

haha.. and i realised. her blog is really interesting. she conveys her ideas really well. almost instantly, we get her idea or opinion. it has interesting entrees but somehow i feel it's void of personal matters or maybe emotions? still, with some many people viewing her blog and whatsnot, i suppose it is hard to share the most in depth of your feelings with so many people. you'd never know what would happen after that. human's nature is just so unpredictable. and as i am fond of saying, skeletons are meant to be kept in the closets. not to be flaunted and definitely not to be showed.

sighs. a is at the airport now. what a bad case of bad timing. oh well. i guess that's why it's called bad timing. it is just like another replay of a bad soap where the guy miss the gurl at the same place and vice versa. he says he's there to pick up a friend of his but i know who the person is. if the person is family, he'd have said so. but the key word in the entire msg was: FRIEND. it isn't hard to guess who he/she was though in his case, the person is a she. karys or charis, i'm not sure abt the spelling but i don't care anyway. it was all over his friendster profile that she was gone to some place but she'd be back and stuff. moreover, they've always been closed so it's no big surprise that he'd pick her up. she likes him but him...he says he likes no one.

right. i'm not ruffled by her. what rifles me is the fact that if he does not like her, why is he still encouraging her? it stumps me down right to my last penny! still, i can never be sure. in this world where honesty is not the best policy all the time, he could be holding back his real feelings or his real thoughts. maybe he does like someone now. but i guess i wouldn't know that either. sighs. when i haven't been totally honest with him either. can't expect him to gimme the superior treatment of being totally honest with me, can i? treat others how you'd want to be treated.

right. this has gone longer than just a quickie but i guess i've justified myself of releasing my thoughts through a channel. my handphone inbox is filled again. sighs. ending here. =))

♥ occasionally sane but mostly weird 11:48 pm.