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Sunday, October 30, 2005
this is like so way out of context. as in, it doesn't fit under the heading of facades of emotions but what the hell. this is my blog so i can do whatever i like right? gawd!!!! and i thought i was my suspicions. but now whatever m said increased it like tenfolds!!!! he really likes her! mann! i don't know if i'm stumped or what. but i don't feel hurt or whatsoever. and that is just so amazing. used to think i was possesive or something. guess i've changed way beyond my knowledge huh. oh well.
telling my dear hubbs zh about the complicated mess. or the shortened version at least. everyone's just so busy studying that they haven't got the time to hear my oh-so-long story. not even for a good bud. oh wells.
another shocker. i never thought or rather expected, someone to actually read my blog entrees. but yea. i let the cat out of the bag and told a abt the comment left at my mysteriously secretive blog. however, i drew the line at letting him knowing the actual blog add. phew. thank god i haven't lost my senses around him yet. totally unlike the previous experience with isaac. hallelujah! i'm thanking my lucky stars. seriously. it might not seem like a big thing for others but it is for me. it concerns a friendship i treasure, an unrequited love or maybe liking that i cherish.
oh well. if m is going to tell me why exactly or how he changed(over msn messenger) , i'm seriously going to be damned. hey, he said that himself. as in he asked if i noticed if he changed. i mean like, huh? play dumb is my best policy. and i pushed for my policy so oh well. at least it steals some time for me before i have to face what is impending.
ha! it sounds mean. no. IT IS MEAN. hmmm. maybe what a said abt telling someone that u like that person is particularly flattering on the ego. i think it's true. but i sort of feel bad abt lester but quite errrr.... ashamedly flattered especially when i read the email he sent.. posting it below cause no one except the stranger would see it. right?... (casting my doubts)
ps to the stranger:thanks for the compliment and for reading my blog. it felt weird for a bit but overall, it was quite flattering. but i'm just not interested in the survey thingy. sorry..
To whisper in your ear Words that are old as time Words only you would hear If only you were mine
Must be brave and we must be strong Cannot say what we no longer long
How can I not love you What do I tell my heart When do I not want you here in my arms
Your voice and your heartbeat I long for them daily, even it's just four days I want them forever, maybe u will, maybe you won't. I'll keep my promises, my promises to myself and to you A promise that i will make now and then Just to stay beside you , give u a listening ear when your'e down Give you a hug if you cry, listening to instrumental musics together Thinking of what dream you wished every seconds... Thinking that are u the one u miss each single seconds
The way you play your piano, so near yet far.. ur everything seems so beautiful when i first met you i couldnt convince u... but i know that i did make u smile. Sorry for being lame and childish... I did my best... maybe not the best out of my best... because i'm lost.. i'm being so alone and lonely.. i had the same dream daily... No no, not again... i just want.. a little more attention from u.. because i will never feel lonely n lost with u around... im off.. to a place now... .. i hope.. . and i know ur wishes will come true =) because my wish did came true x)
Lol. i don't know what to do. everything is just so confusing and i'm not studying! rahh! it's bad. i'd better burn the midnight oil. cheers!
♥ occasionally sane but mostly weird 1:20 pm.
Prelude
Annsley's words.
She tried to fall in love but failed.
She learned everything the hard way.
To be on top, you must sacrifice.
She's alone.
Putting distance between people and herself.
She's losing everyone.
Hell of a complicated girl.
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