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Saturday, October 29, 2005
mann.. after this post, i doubt very much i'd ever let him see this blog. gawd. i'm just praying he never set sight on this blog. i haven't told anyone about it. i don't care if the random stranger sees it but it's different if he sees it. i can't believe he asked who "he" was! obviously i could not say anything to him when it's him whom i was referring to.
but otherwise, i feel bad for m. poor m. i bet he's really confused now though he knows i don't like him anymore. i mean, how come, if a girl breaks up with you so many times, obviously she doesn't like you anymore. and that she told u a million times that u were better off as "brothers & sisters". it's just too bad that m was online the same time as him. wy is no better. he didn't get it nor did a. gawd. how dense can guys get? i can't trust my feelings anymore. i no longer have a clue to whom i really like. maybe it's a passing feeling but it's something that can not be helped at this point of time. wy is real confusing and well a is just too....hot&cold. my my my, what a situation i've landed myself into. (wails)
it's my own choice. damnn. o level chinese is just this coming monday and i haven't even got a clue. i got to score really well for my L1R5. i'm not going to let my choices be reduced to nothing. i've got my pride and dignity. i'm not letting any future employers think i went to aussie to "buy" a degree. it's going to be i-could-go-anywhere-i-want-but-i-chose-here kinda thing. i can't live with humilation. i want to live a life where my head would not be hanging but not up in the air either. just straight in the face. rahhh! i should just leave all these alone and just well...move on and study. help!!! oh well. it's a mad world i live in.
♥ occasionally sane but mostly weird 12:53 pm.
Prelude
Annsley's words.
She tried to fall in love but failed.
She learned everything the hard way.
To be on top, you must sacrifice.
She's alone.
Putting distance between people and herself.
She's losing everyone.
Hell of a complicated girl.
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