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Monday, October 31, 2005
yeay! people do like my blog!!!! whoppee! mann.. this is sooo incredible. wow. like 2 comments over a space of sucha short time i've set up my blog without telling a single soul about the website. a knows i've got a blog but he doesn't know the website. hahaha. to the people reading, i appreciate your reading of my blog and the compliments. i lurve it. =)) it does feel nice to be accredited to something nice. to think i came with the intention to bumm everyone out with my whining about my exams today. my spirits were instantly lifted with i saw that 1 comments thingy i saw at the bottom of my blog. lol. it sounds childish but it does make me feel like some kid whose given a big surprise by Santa during Chinese New Year. Totally unexpected, out of the blue. *smiles* i just can't stop smiling inside. my facial muscles refuse to work. feels as though i just recieved the botox treatment or something. my face can't move. i'm burned out.
anyway, back to the original agenda( i'm sorry if i'm constantly on the whine but yea, if i don't let it out on my blog, whose blog am i going to let it out on?), today's Chinese GCE O levels was ok on the whole. but i still think it is dumb to make everyone study like 8 books for the 4 years for 5 questions only. like come on, you do not need to force us to cram like thousands and thousands of chinese characters down our throats just to test us for 5 characters only? it's only 10 marks! and we have got to memorise the meanings and how to incorporate them into a sentence??? it's a complete waste of my time. might as well narrow it down to the a smaller pool of words right? or like say, keep it to the secondary 3 and 4 syllabus. they didn't even use the secondary 1 and 2 stuff anyway. and we are supposed to study that as well for the exam that won't even test it? are exams just tests of our memory skills or what? i don't know about others but it sure feels to me that good memory is the key to good grades. i can not help it if i do not have the super memory and have to slog hard just to TRY to remember my chinese characters.
at the end of the day, after remembering like most, i end up knowing only like what, 3 out of 5 characters? not to mention the fact that double characters also end up in incorporation of sentences and are we supposed to memorise so much just to secure the probability of turning up. we are supposed to study the book of idioms for mostly the incorporation of sentences. isn't it enough? apparently not. and for the record, both the double characters incorporation of sentences questions that came out, for all i've studied aka memorised, i could not do any. is it fair to make us memorise so much just to leave out the others? come on, our memory albeit being the best storage system in the world, has it's capacity. mine is not excluded. but i must remind you that mine is extremely limited. probably 'cause i have not discovered the way to open up more parts of my brain to remember or what, i do not know at the moment.
oh wells. it's over. 2 paras is quite an eyeful for someone who isn't intent on reading whiny chinese o level papers. but i shall keep it up with other topics. not that i'm proud of being whiny, but if everybody is going whine to me about some stuff or another, i do deserve a break and have somewhere if not someone to whine to. right. and i realised i'm repeating what i said before. i do not have to account to anyone about what i write, but for the record, what the hell. saves a lot of explaining later on. it's an either-do-it-now-or-later thang.
i'm totally burned out for now. didn't or rather couldn't sleep properly though exam periods make me feel sleepy all of the sudden. y'know, the rebellious streak in your subconscious that coax the more sane side of you to do what you know you ought naught to do. i suppose the sleep early part was a good thing. but it certainly does not help when you have got another million and one information to cram into your brain!!! moreover, you sleep early but wake up feeling like you haven't slept at all. it feels crappy. worse than a hangover 'cause it lasts so much longer than a hangover though it's milder than one. u know, like pain in small doses is more irritating cause unlike pain in bigger doses, you get it over once and for all.
and my blog entrees are getting longer and longer. (groans) dunno what happened to my resolution to keep things short and sweet. i've got like somemore issues i want to talk about. still. it is high time to end here. short and numerous entrees are easier to read than long windy ones no matter how much. cheers. i'd be back soon. i need a break. (yawns)
♥ occasionally sane but mostly weird 2:48 pm.
Prelude
Annsley's words.
She tried to fall in love but failed.
She learned everything the hard way.
To be on top, you must sacrifice.
She's alone.
Putting distance between people and herself.
She's losing everyone.
Hell of a complicated girl.
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