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Monday, October 31, 2005
i am damn confused. first taylors college then friends college and then kilmore international school and now what? Canning and Tuart College. and trust me, this are the final choices that were presented. this is not the starting list of colleges that i had to pick. or do i get to pick at all? all i simply had to do was to heed my parents' "advice". first vce (victorian certificate), the ib (international baccalaureate) then the tce (tasmanian certificate) and now what? FOUNDATION PROGRAM. that's what! when all i wanted to do was foundation course at the beginning. they made me change my mind so many times and now it's back to square one?
my parents and all sorts of guidance advisors told me enough to let me make up my mind. like come on, when u didn't want me to do the foundation program, u told me all sorts of shit. now u want me to do that, i can make up my mind okay? i'm not some cow you lead by the noose. urghh. finicky business.
at first, i wanted to do the foundation year but couldn't cause i'm a pr. and they told me all sorts of rubbish about not making it within 1 year as i would have skipped an entire year of courses for subjects i have never taken. so it was the vce. however, all thanks to the idp guy, it was friends college which was the ib and tce. and all thanks to the dunno-what agency, it was taylors college. so it was a war of decisions about those two. i stepped in and put my foot down and pushed for ib. so it was the ib. FOR THE MOMENT.
so lada lada. mumsie found out about kilmore which has ib too. she liked it better than friends because of their good results. and yada yada, it's in melbourne which is near godpa and samuel. and it became kilmore and friends. so what did daddy do? go back to idp. so what now, u ask. it's Canning and Tuart College that offer Foundation Program for both locals and international students. LOL. i mean, if you want me to enter Foundation Year, then you should have stuck with that decision. why make me more confused than ever? you changed my mind about Foundation, then VCE, then IB. at the end of the day, what are you pushing for? FOUNDATION. that's square one. you should have left it at that. (sighs)
ok. and so i was thinking when i was eating my subway sandwich whilst daddy, ally and josh were yakking over the dining table (they are now far far away at some Deepavali party which i'm not allowed to attend due to impending exams. *pouts* ). to think i used to dread going because i know practically nobody and etc. i actually wanted to go today. in fact i was quite excited at the prospect even if it meant standing around amongst daddy's friends and co. hmmm.. i think it was more of the naan that attracted me. you should know, the indians eat at very late hours. i mean comparatively to mine of course. most of time i would have been starving and the only thing i eat at these parties are the potato chips or the naan. that's it. zilch. nothing more. that was also one of the reasons why i didn't like going at the beginning considering that i have a change of liking all of a sudden. (winks) going anywhere these days are a huge treat to me. pathetic huhh.
and coming back to agenda after digressing so long....ah-hemmm... i've decided!! haha. call it the BIG D. the Big Decision.
i've decided to introduce two major segments in my future entrees. SUNDRY and FRIG'OUT. hahaha. i have many topics or stuff that i wanted to write in this blog but it seems endless and some don't really make sense under the underlying reason why i call my blog "Facades of Emotions" and it doesn't concern me but rather my opinions about other matters or like interesting/gross stuff that happened somewhere or long long ago that it does not make sense to post it in my blog when it is supposed to be the day's stuff. yea. i thought it would be pretty cool. alright. maybe some of the stuff might include the daily thingy but yea. i tend to go on and on without realising if i made any errors or if i am coherent to all the normal human beings. so i pretty much would not realise if i did or did not include anything of the sort. afterall. NOBODY'S PERFECT. Hence you are not perfect either. so you aren't in a position to criticise. lada lada. going to plan out the items lined up. hurray!
♥ occasionally sane but mostly weird 9:09 pm.
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Annsley's words.
She tried to fall in love but failed.
She learned everything the hard way.
To be on top, you must sacrifice.
She's alone.
Putting distance between people and herself.
She's losing everyone.
Hell of a complicated girl.
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